what we all really need is to be happy. in a carefree way. carefree. care. free. free of cares. if only it was as easy as putting the words down.

we cherish so much of everything that we have no space to store them. where do i begin?

someone told me. don't think. quit thinking or the answers will just RUN away. i can't agree more.

time is like a helpline yet it steals so much away from us.

how can we feel carefree?

where are you?

who are you?

who am i?

how can i feel so torn?

if only there's two of me.

nobody can have everything. we need to seek contentment. but more often than not, we need to seek a balance. we may think what we have in one person is enough. we have one person, we have the world. but it doesn't work that way. we need support. we need friends. we need other people. nobody is the world. and we need to grow out of the phase.

it is so easy to love someone but it is so difficult to keep the love pure and safe. the world is so polluted we can't ever come out clean.

i am sorry but sorries don't help. i am touched but that doesn't mean anything. i miss the past but what good does it do. i am confused and in need of much more than what i have. and i seek your understanding.

it's the pain that keeps me apart but it keeps me going. maybe you're right. pain is what defines life. and when we live in a state of confusion, of not really knowing what we truly want or look forward to. there's no point in it. we need to learn to grow.

i have grown so much. today i realised that i am capable of putting emotions aside and viewing things objectively. pain and hurt are inevitable but they are also choice. we choose how much we want to feel the pain and we choose how much we want a better tomorrow.

space. time. not to decide but to grow. to understand myself better. to give everyone a chance to understand themselves better. so that we can love one another as wholesome adults rather than possessively.