in the deepest corners of my heart, there lie untold thoughts. like when i was inside and they were out there cheering and smiling on, i wish i was out there with them. a sudden rush of emotions that made me realise how much i missed being around them. and how much i still want to be a part of them. and how my heart has not moved on fully into the brand new environment. i guess it can never fully.

it is heartening to hear my name being called and cheered upon. and those hugs meant so much to me. it's like the support could move mountains. and for me, it moved my heart.

it is hard to imagine the way i feel today if you've moved away already. or if you're still a part of them. because you can never truly feel it the way i do, until you're standing in my shoes.

how i wish time would stop at the very hour of our exhilaration. how i wish time could reverse sometimes. but time waits for no man and here i am...

when you've belonged once to an exclusive group of wonderful people, you'll realise how you can never leave them. even if you're physically gone, a part of you never goes.

once a wolf, always a wolf.