the day started out rather late and i thought it'd be a failure trying to do my readings. but guess what, i'm up at this weird hour and i'm finished with my reading! =D thanks to yips jie cos i was waiting for her to finish her fyp report so that she can print it! hahha! yips im not that sweet la, i just wanted to stay up to do my work hahaha! =P

anw days have been going on fine and i think it'll get better. (x i do wish that things will be fine for you with the op about to happen and all. it's so scary but i know it'll all be okay..hugs!

you know it's really sad when a friendship begins to tear apart. bit by bit. bit by bit. it must have been me. i should not have done what i did and maybe things will not come to this but somehow i don't regret anything at all. it seems to me as though all along the person i've known was a facade of what she really is. is this really what you are?

i saw so little and i thought i knew so much. i saw so much in you but i guess all that i saw was a pretty face and i wonder if your heart can at all be filled with anything else but a certain past you were supposed to have left behind but you stayed behind with it.

it is unfathomable the things that come out of your lips and i wish i was deaf for that instant or that i could just press the mute button so that all the things i thought of you wouldn't have faded away in that instant.

you were so much but you are nothing. or maybe you are that much but you choose to be nothing. nothing that i can hope to bring back. nothing that i can wish to salvage. that i'm worth this little of your finger that it doesn't matter whether you have it or not.

and you know what it doesn't matter to me anymore. and even if it does, it will not show anymore. i have given up on you.

thankyouidomissthehappiertimesbutgoodbye
yourenotworthmytimeandeffortanymore.