不知所措

i ask myself why but i can't find an answer. can anyone help me find it?

you know life is so very unexpected. some people come into your life at the most unexpected times and shine a light that has long been snuffed out.

i should really get some sleep. it's been a long time since i slept well. not that long actually but it feels like a long time....

an empty room. an empty bed with mismatched pillow case. a table strewn with too many mismatched things. a silence so deep and hollow.