how would you feel if.....

your mother is sleeping. your sister is sleeping. even her bf is sleeping. your brother is sleeping. your 4 cats are all sleeping. your internet is ERRATIC and you're FUCKING BORED TO DEATH and you can't find a soul who can make you feel a teeny weeny bit better?!

ARGHS!!!! what kind of post christmas day is this?!!!!!

and why is it that i have to feel guilty doing this and that and nobody's making it any better?! ARGHS!!!

this christmas kinda sucks!