time,
how much time do i have before things begin to fall apart? how much time do i need before i realise what it all means to me? how much time do i want to have?

hanging by a thread, knowing that in a split second, i'll be falling into a bottomless black hole. unable to climb up again. without help. without anyone or anything.

原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语

原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己