take me by force and make me do whatever it is to forgive...
to forgive myself and to forget. forget all the pain inside and the pain inflicted in those hearts and start somewhere all over again. to indulge without feeling guilty. to truly understand what is happiness without having to feel guilt or longing of something else.
i really don't know how.
worse than a heartbreak, at least not every fault is mine. worse than losing someone, at least you know you can't have them back. worse because there are choices. one too many choices. that no matter what i choose i can't seem to keep to them. that no matter what i always come back to square one unable to fathom my next move.
where are the guardian angels that were promised with life?
i feel as if i'm behind the wheel of a four wheel drive but there is no steering wheel. no gear box. no breaks. and there is an impending doom of a never-ending plunge down the steepest cliff.
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