18 months ago

if i had a choice, i will choose to be with you all over again.

we never ran out of words to say and we never ran dry of our emotions. so many times, so many tries. nothing ever comes easy.

i love the way you look at me, when you laugh at everything i say on the webcam. i love the way you sing, without a care in the world. i love the way your arms fit around me. and your soft breathing when you sleep. i love the way you forget things because it makes you almost childlike.

i don't know what you might think of me, after all these fights. but i want you to know that each time i made you upset because i was upset, hurts me more than you ever knew. every single thing i do, was never meant to hurt you. and i know i unknowingly did, it stabs me way too deep.

i was once your perfect girl. the one you wished to love for life. now you know i'm not perfect, but you must know, nobody ever is. all i know is i gave you my best, and better is what i can only become.

all these months we spent together, i'm so glad we've made it here. you're endearing and ever so desirable...you must know.

and 18 months ago, i gave my heart away. today it's still taken and it's all still yours to hold.

words are cheap, sorries don't mean nothing. but i know you know you must know...that you're cherished, loved and you'll always be my number 1.

happy 18 months!