no i'm not gone. i'm still here.

past few days have been sinful fun. no work and all play. makes cheryl a sinful girl?

i like the word momentarily. it's almost like a frozen moment. a moment when time stands still for a fraction of a second and the emotions rush all over you and you push them away and regain consciousness as time begins again.

life's a splash when you jump right in, says 7up. i jumped right into life too many times and i realised something. life's not only a splash if you jump right in not knowing how to swim. you will just thrash around in the waters and either end up drowning or waiting for someone to save you. i got saved. a few times. and i think it's time i learnt how to swim before jumping in for a splash.

i really need to train up my fitness. it's like shit. seriously. the last friendly on sat i played like shit. i knew where to run. i knew what to do. i knew how to shield. but. i couldn't even reach the ball cos i was too tired to run.. =( what happened? i don't know if it's because i didn't eat at all or because my fitness really deproved that badly. sigh. got warned by jill. i could be cut from the ivp team. that really really sucks. really ='( please be my motivation....i'm tired..

anw, to all those people having exams now, or studying for the upcoming exams, all the best! don't procrastinate like me, just DO IT! special shout-out for jolene: jolene GOH GO GO! hhaha! yes the pun was intended...thanks for always being there for me in all the bad times. =D (cute smiley for you hehe!)

ms fiona choo. WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?

love ya all. yea, if you manage to read here, you are special to me. hahaha...laters.