why do we spend precious sleeping time thinking about unpleasant things and not being able to fall asleep? why yearn for things that will never happen? why indulge in wishful thinking and fall into a deep black hole that you can't climb out of? why do we always give so much and ask for so much in return? it's time to adopt another attitude.
life is too short, isn't it? i may walk down the streets tomorrow and a car may come by and bang the life out of me. or lightning may strike a tree down that may strike me and take my life away. or lightning may even strike right at me. and i'll die with regrets that i'd screwed up my life yesterday.
there're some things that you wish to be everything to and that they're everything to you, but no. you realise that it's a one way street. what do you do? i indulge in wishful thinking and yearnings and spend precious sleeping time being awake. but no. i must adopt another attitude. (aaa).
make it so that nothing will make me unhappy anymore. that i can walk away without a care in the world. make it so that nothing is everything to me. that i can still feel happy without anything and anyone around me. make it so that the walls are strong and high up around me. that nothing can come and break down my defences. make it so that all these thoughts will die and can never be revived again.
if i could start all over again, i will choose differently. because try as i might to make everything better, it just doesn't work anymore.
adopt another attitude. build bigger boulders. go. going. gone.
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