coke at 1am in the morning. cravings. bliss. coke is the new redbull, it gives you wings. huge wings that make you fly. i love coke. i can't live without coke. it's like a drug.

i really really dread exams. this is the period of time where mild regrets set in as i remember the times i slack and miss classes or sleep in class, not listening. and now i have so much to catch up on. and then the mildness becomes greater and greater and i become depressed because i think i'm such an idiot to be such a slacker. i hate exams. give me assignments x 99 anytime and i rather do 100 essays than do an exam. seriously. i do better in assignments. exams are for people who have good brains to absorb things like sponge. not me. i'm smart. i don't need to memorise HAHAHA.

rants at 1.30am. i'm lookin at my "waiting for godot" notes at this moment and gulping down a red can of coke. wooohooo...love coke. and i'm eating this rice cake thing that's filled with sticky honey and raisins..WOOHOO.. i duper love these orbit rice cakes shit. haha. i'm an orbit person.

sigggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...actually i'm really afraid of examinations. it's the one greatest fear in my life. i hated it during Os cos i thought i'd fail and do badly and be malu-ated all my life but i got through it...den came stupid JC exams which i hated to the core. can anyone pls give me a good reason why we must study those cheeeem jc maths and cheeeem chemistry (oso don wanna be chemist) and cheeeeem geography (so boliao study how the sand become rocks i dont like la boring all these take millions of years lor walaoooo) and i loved econs but i did the worst in it...just like how i loved lit in cedar but did worst in it for Os and spoilt my straight As. HAHA. wtf. i have no potential to do the things i love but i just love to do them and that's why i'm doing lit in uni and i hope i don't fail HAHA..

OK CAN U TELL I'M DAMN FREAKING PISSED OFF BY MY NOTES AND I HATE STUDYING AND I WANNA PULL ALL MY HAIR OUT NOW?? =( SOBSSSS!!

wake me up...when november endssss....