one by one, people have been asking for this new blog address. no way am i gonna give it to them. especially those nosey parkers! but then again, it is hard to write what i really want to write anymore because there are way too many consequences to think of. and things way beyond my grip that i can't agree with but there's nothing i can do but take it with silence. perhaps it's my own choice that leads to this and there's nothing i can do about it unless i choose otherwise.

it's okay, life is uh okay. yeah it's always okay now. just okay. mundane even? yeah i guess. wonder if i made the right choice. haha. i for one cannot stay in a mundane life. but i'll try. am trying.

it's getting depressing but i shall not go there. the weather seems to be depressed too.

do you know the feeling of being ostracised? and knowing that even the ones you trusted the most is a part of it.

a sudden surge of feelings that i should know better than to write it down but i just need a little outlet.

i'm the greatest actress of all times. and i will learn to be better.